Baptized

So i have been razed up around and in the church basicly all of my life. About three years ago there was something that change me. It sort of forced me to start listening to God. Since this event I have been learning and putting to pratice stuff about God and how Christans are suppose to be and how they are...and i guess it just has changed me from how i used to be to how i am now. For a couple of months i have been thinking that i wanted to get baptized so i can start over completly fresh in my life. So last week my youth pastor said he was going to be leaving to go mistester to another state, and that he would be willing to baptize anybody who was willing so i said i would like to. He baptized me in front of my parents, my mentors, and friends. Going up to the baptizmal Tub, Tank whatever you wanna call it i felt nerves...scared...sick just overwelmed. He baptized me and when i came up i felt numb....not just phyicly but mentally too. I felt like that all night and most of the next day....and ever since that moment i have been in a sort of daze of bliss and happyness. I just wanted to explain something that happend to me.....that has probably changed my life forever.

God Question

If you are a chhristian you oviously beleive in God, but do you live it? do you live the way you are suppose to? To the level you should?

My Mind

So some say i am an intelligent person and I am to smarter than i should be at my age. I really dont think i am that smart but i do have a good understanding of life. Also, i have been blessed with a poetic brain, i can write poems and storys and make them sound good and flow by just really writing down what is in my head. Some people say i have a the wisdom of someone 20 years older than me, i dont know if thats true i just know what i know. I say what i am thinking and dont hold back, alot of people say im sinical and cold hearted for telling people the truth. This is the thought i live by"The world has been turned into a place were nobody tells anybody the real truth...i will be that person to never lie to you."

so that was kinda a little of how i am as a person....