Life

If you have all of your goals and dreams in order you will come out on top right? Well let me tell you that this is not completely true, if you have all your stuff figured out it will give you a big head start on life yes but you will still have hick ups. Life will throw multiple curve balls at you, that will leave you wanting to just give up and throw it all away. Much like a relationship you have to work very very hard for it to not fall apart, sure there may be low points but that worst thing you can do is just give it up. Having dreams and goals are good but with those dreams and goals you also have to except that some of those might not work out. You have to relize that not alot of people actually get the life the have planned out in there head.

Semester and Goals

I dont think i had a very good semester....i slacked off alot and didnt get much done the way i was suppose to. I got to cought up in my own life drama and didnt focus on what i was suppose to be doing in school. What are my Goals? my goals are to go to college...weather that be tech college or a 4 year....im going to find a way to get there. Then ima either open a restrant or try to find a good job and then who knows from there. Im going to try my hardest to doing something good with my life.

new blog

i have made my own personal blog....so for anybody who wants to look or comment....its http://tazmaina.blogspot.com

Baptized

So i have been razed up around and in the church basicly all of my life. About three years ago there was something that change me. It sort of forced me to start listening to God. Since this event I have been learning and putting to pratice stuff about God and how Christans are suppose to be and how they are...and i guess it just has changed me from how i used to be to how i am now. For a couple of months i have been thinking that i wanted to get baptized so i can start over completly fresh in my life. So last week my youth pastor said he was going to be leaving to go mistester to another state, and that he would be willing to baptize anybody who was willing so i said i would like to. He baptized me in front of my parents, my mentors, and friends. Going up to the baptizmal Tub, Tank whatever you wanna call it i felt nerves...scared...sick just overwelmed. He baptized me and when i came up i felt numb....not just phyicly but mentally too. I felt like that all night and most of the next day....and ever since that moment i have been in a sort of daze of bliss and happyness. I just wanted to explain something that happend to me.....that has probably changed my life forever.

God Question

If you are a chhristian you oviously beleive in God, but do you live it? do you live the way you are suppose to? To the level you should?

My Mind

So some say i am an intelligent person and I am to smarter than i should be at my age. I really dont think i am that smart but i do have a good understanding of life. Also, i have been blessed with a poetic brain, i can write poems and storys and make them sound good and flow by just really writing down what is in my head. Some people say i have a the wisdom of someone 20 years older than me, i dont know if thats true i just know what i know. I say what i am thinking and dont hold back, alot of people say im sinical and cold hearted for telling people the truth. This is the thought i live by"The world has been turned into a place were nobody tells anybody the real truth...i will be that person to never lie to you."

so that was kinda a little of how i am as a person....

Holiday

If I could make my own it would be a holiday were you could buy anything you wanted and not have to pay for it. It would be called Lots-O-Money Day. You would be able to go to any store and any restrante and get everything for FREE!!!!!

My favorite holiday is Christmas.....I love it cuz i get to see alot of my family and get PRESENTS!!! Its alot of fun.

If i could go anywhere it would probably be italy.